Debt + Deadlines +Depression: A formula for suicide, during medical school?
When you’re a
student, especially a medical student, the need for achievement is high and the
sources of stress are many: regular exams, National Boards, mounting debt, the
need for perfectionism, the fear of failure, isolation, guilt, fatigue, and
uncertainty are just a few. For one thing medical school encompasses regular,
seemingly endless exams. Some exams are computer or paper-based, riddled with
multiple choice questions requiring students to choose the single best answer
from a sea of possible selections while others are performance-based, requiring
students to demonstrate the clinical skills they’ve learned on real, live
simulated patients.
And if that’s not
enough, the fear that even bigger exams are ahead is instilled during medical
school. Early in Year I, students are made acutely aware of that they’ll soon
be facing the National Board Exams; and not just one, but three, innocently
referred to as steps 1, 2, and 3. Students are not only under pressure
associated with exam-taking, but they must also study for these exams and earn
passing scores. These often occur under low fuel, sleep-deprived, and sometimes
even panic-stricken conditions. While passing produces relief, near-misses or
failed exams incite their own form of stress.
Uncertainty
abounds. This begins in the early weeks of medical school, when transitioning
from the competitive arena faced as a pre-med student to the pass or fail
expanse of medical school. Another source of uncertainty is associated with the
inexactitudes of medical knowledge a problem magnified if there is any
ambiguity in the learning objectives or course content. All of these have
offshoots that impact medical school performance, leaving students who are high
achievers with the feeling that it’s never enough, a feeling which paves the
way for a fear of failure. High achievers strive for perfection, especially in
medical school. Perfectionism has been linked to a fear of failure. When the
fear of failure is combined with the need to maintain a strong outward
demeanor, ever-increasing debt, the isolation that comes with always having to
study and the guilt of spending time away from family and friends, the
vulnerability to suicide/suicidal ideation heightens.
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